Hypothetical Heartbreak
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Oh my soul,
facing the dark,
fight until the morning
sweet light of dawn
People say it’s a foolish thing
To get married when you’re young
People say you should be wild and free
And that your twenties are for fun
We’ve only known each other for a year
But I’ve never seen it so clear
I’m not afraid to love you
Forever baby
I want to spend it with you
I’m not afraid to call you
My forever baby
I want to give that name to you
I’ve been looking for the sweetest soul
To give my heart to
I was never really sure I found it
Till the day that I met you
Cause every other relationship
Was a ship on the ground
But you make me fly
I won’t ever touch back down
Met you at the culver
Rendezvous in California
It was clear we were meant for the stars
So I called just to see how you are
Chorus
Don't hang up tonight
Keep you by my side
Dream of you and I
See you in the morning time
You are my
FaceTime lover
You are my only love
Flew back home to Nashville
But my mind, my mind, my mind was in LA
I just wish I could hold you in my arms
But at least I can see you on the phone
Chorus
Rap:
Pick Up Girl
Yo you there what you doing
Hold up poor connection bout to ruin
The vibe bad reception I’m assuming
You was breaking up for a second so I’m guessing You’ll be back, ah there you go
I can you see you now
Can’t be close , like a million miles
In between us now
So it’s dope that this screen is how
I can keep my vow
That I won’t
ever leave without
A full battery
Unanswered calls
I know you full mad at me
Actually
Long distance
Making everything harder
So I can make it easier by keeping me a charger
And I will always make time to call and see your face my Time rolls by and I close eyes
Waiting on those iPhone chimes
My oh my you right on time
And I’m all into your essence
I fall into your blessing
Went from calling to connecting
I hope this call extends forever
So Don't
I know, it’s not easy
You tried, oh so dearly
All that wasted love,
all those tears that flooded
Your heart, laid wide open
Head up, racing forward
But they were, One way-hearted
Left you, in the darkness
You said love,
has only let you down
but I won’t let you down
even if the cold wind blows
anchored as a stone
safe within my arms
I won’t let you go
I won’t let you go
Close your fragile eyes
rest your hand in mine
Take these healing words
let them wash you over
We have something different
Our love is worth the distance
Trust my steady voice
Take my heart it’s yours
When we’ve lived our days
And our love has grown with age
Take my fragile hand
Trust in love again
I can hear, all the words that you say but. I cannot change
I can see all the signs and where they lead, and they haunt my dreams.
And if I'm being honest
I don't even want this
The path that I've taken
Has taken me
I'm a fire burning I'm a windmill turning
I'm untamable, I am free
I'm a wave on the ocean, I'm a bird in slow motion
I fading out now, I'm going home
I'm alone, I'm the only one who knows
The way that I feel
I am grown, but I can still remember life when I was young and I was
Bold and I was happy
And I know I am loved
I've been loved so well
I wish I could give it back
Bridge:
Would you smile when you think of me?
Would you think about the good times we had
I do love you,
I'll be waiting to see you again,
So many nights, she listens to his song
She lies still in the quiet as his voice carries on
She’s ashamed of herself, so she dives in the pain
And when the sun would rise, her night would remain
But he told her everything was just fine
Everything would be alright in time, in time now
Told her even though it might be painful
Every storm has a rainbow to find
It was tragically fitting, a beautiful way to save a life
Sitting alone, waiting for an angel
To pay for her sins, and the sentence she hadn’t faced
she hated herself, so she hides in the shame
But the burden was lifted, by a simple embrace
And he told her everything was just fine
Everything will be alright in time, in time now.
And he told her there's a greater purpose,
showed her this could be worth it if we try, if we try
So this is it
No turning back now
I’m caught at the crossroads
In between living and dying
But I can’t give up now
I may be wounded, I may be weak
I may be shattered on the inside
Where no one else can see
I may be cheated beyond belief
I may be all of these things
But I'm not a victim
I could choke on all my sorrows
I could drown myself in sympathy/depression
I could burn up in anger, and go up in flames
Let the whole thing consume me
But this is my final freedom
That if my legs are broken beneath me
If the weight becomes too heavy
I can stand on my beliefs
And I’ll sing it for the broken,
I’ll sing it for the weak
I sing for our freedom
Cause we choose to be free
No I am not a victim
Cause My story isn’t done
This weight it doesn’t hold me
See I will overcome
Facing a mountain, that I can’t even climb.
Starting a journey, but I, don't see a sign.
I can’t do this on my own.
I’m tired of trying and the fight is gone
But a whisper comes, softly to my ear
A gentle voice, repeating words so clear
Keep The Faith
Keep The Faith
Scaling the mountain, on tired feet.
Lost the pathway, now I'm circling trees.
All these voices in my head
say there’s nothing for me, I’m better off dead
Then a whisper comes softly
To my ear
A gentle voice, reminds me
With words so clear
Keep The Faith
Keep The Faith
Just hold on for a minute just one more day
Don’t believe the voices, You’ll find your way
Keep The Faith
Keep The Faith
What if it's a dream?
What if i wake up and the pain has disappeared?
Would i be the same?
Or Would my life be changed?
Dreams are tempting to believe,
convincing at the time they happen,
but dreams don’t change reality
or the depths that I have seen
but I wish they would
Strength is a man who is broken
Hope is a friend in the night
Joy is the sun that follows the rain
Love is what keeps us alive
I said love is what keeps us alive
What if this is real?
What if I wake up and my body never heals?
Would I be ok?
Or would I lose my strength?
Days that never seem to end
this body is my prison and my sentence.
I'm tired of trying to pretend
this war that never ends isn’t happening.
Strength is a man who is broken
Hope is a friend in the night
Joy is the sun that follows the rain
Love is what keeps us alive
I said love is what keeps us alive
Somebody loves you, somebody needs you
Feeling alone in the weight of it all
Tell them you love them, or even just hold them
A simple embrace could change a heart
What if it's a dream?
What if i wake up and the pain has disappeared?
Would I be the same?
I'll never be the same.
I haven’t told her
How I’d lost the hope to love
or be a lover
I haven’t shown her,
all the tears I've had to cry
to survive
She doesn’t see my weakness
she sees a fighter
She doesn’t see my prison walls
she sees an open field
She doesn’t know that I am nervous
To hold a heart like hers in a hand like mine
It's so contagious
The way she dances to my songs
And sings along
It's understated
The way she holds me i am tall
And strong
She doesn’t see my weakness
she sees a fighter
She doesn’t see my prison walls
she sees an open field
She doesn’t know that I am nervous
But she Makes me wanna sing
She Makes Me wanna sing (repeat)
It’s just the way She believes in me
I have the heart of a lion
There’s a spirit inside of my bones
that makes me alive
I have a fighting desire
when the darkness is closing in
I’ll be the light
somehow when everything’s wrong
I know I’ll be alright
Just when my faith is gone
hope will arise
Somehow when i can’t move on
I find the strength to survive
Deep within me
is a Lion Heart
I may seem weak to the world
I may never be fast or as strong
as I want to be
But I am a runner on the inside
and no one can stop me now,
I’m on fire, on fire
You can do more than you know
You can do anything, anything is possible
Do you believe it?
You have the heart of a lion
There is courage inside of your bones
Don’t you believe?
You have me now. All at once it seems so clear.
You have my attention. Oh, this could be something
I’ve had my questions, like where am I going? What am I doing?
But I’m gonna trust my instincts, on this one before I let you pass me by
Think I’m gonna take a take a chance now
Get to know you better
And if I don’t make it, make it happen now
Things will never change
You have me now. I think I’m starting to believe
This feels so natural. I’ve never had it come this easy
Think I’m gonna take a take a chance now
Talk about the future,
And if I don’t make it, make it happen now
Things will never change
Tell me to run, Tell me to leave this city
and move on, get gone.
Tell me to fly, Tell me that it’s gonna be
alright, that I can leave for a while
But don’t you crack a smile, Don’t look into my eyes,
Or I might stay
I can see it coming, I think I might be falling
For a January love
The timing is tragic, But this winter has a magic
that makes my heart come undone
I guess I don’t mind, a January love
Tell me a lie, tell me it’s just gonna end like the other times
When I stayed behind
Call me a fool, tell me I’m better off without you
And to forget you
But don’t you crack a smile, Don’t look into my eyes,
Don’t you make me fall, don’t ruin it all
Or I may never leave
Eighteen years of learning, and still I feel I know nothing.
If anything I learned how to fit in
But I've started this journey, searching for the truth.
I could take the next step the way I took my first and life would be easy,
Best I can explain it’s like a bird in the nest who’s too afraid to fly.
It isn’t easy, but we grow from the pain
It isn’t hard to see the risk in making a change
It isn’t common giving up what you held onto so tightly
But I’m letting go, to refine my soul
23 years pretending, to be someone else
The man I thought I should be
Guess I finally realized I didn’t know myself
I started to wonder was it all just a dream?
Was I ever really honest
It's like my eyes are opened and I see so clear,
But I never would have known
It isn’t easy, but we grow from the pain
It isn’t hard to see the risk in making a change
It isn’t common giving up what you held onto so tightly
But I’m letting go, to refine my soul
So many good things I’ve wasted. I’ve been so unsatisfied
I’ve taken for granted the things that I have
I’m tired of feeling selfish
I’m tired of being ashamed
I’ve been learning how to love again
I did not realize, I had it wrong.
You give till it’s gone.
I’ve trusted my feelings for far too long
And they’ve always let me down
I want to be there when it’s hard
I want to help you get through the dark
I’ve been learning how to love again
I did not realize, I had it wrong.
You give till it’s gone.
I don't feel right alone here
You and me the space between
I don't feel anymore
Got me spinning round, oh got me spinning round
You're in my head, you're in my head
Got me spinning round, oh got me spinning round
You're in my head, you're in my head
Days, nights, sleep
Dreams, Oh dreams can't keep you here
Got me spinning round, oh got me spinning round
You're in my head, you're in my head
Got me spinning round, oh got me spinning round
You're in my head, you're in my head
I still think about you, I still think about you,
I still dream about you
Got me spinning round, oh got me spinning round
You're in my head, you're in my head
Got me spinning round, oh got me spinning round
You're in my head, you're in my head
Leave the light, cause I can't take the dark of night
It's sad but I don't have the might
To make it to another break of dawn
Don't you leave, cause if you do I'll never be
Satisfied with only me
Living in this house built for two
Scared to live, but I'm scared to die
Scared to put my life on the line
I want to take a chance sometime
Balance on the wire
My Brave Desire
Store it up, Hide it with your silver cup,
Keep it from the ones you love,
Cause money is a shelter in the storm
Shy away, Cause I don't want to lose this way
I think I'll turn a shade of gray
and blend until I can't be recognized
Scared to live, but I'm scared to die
Scared to put my life on the line
I want to take a chance sometime
Balance on the wire
My Brave Desire
Cause I, have been holding on to fleeting things so
Tight, to the things I know that will not last but
I, want to open up these clenching fists and
I, want to live like I've got love to give
I'm giving in, to this Brave Desire
Learn to live
Give yourself a chance to give
Move beyond your fatal fears
And taste the freedom on the other side
She makes her move, I try to play it cool
But she knows I'm on the run
She's got me a hold on my heart
that I can't seem to shake
cause I've tried to let her go
She's got a flower in her hair
And a look in her eye
a beacon in the night
She's giving me peace now
And she's causing me grief now
My hopes and fears collide
Trying not to think about her
But she's running through my mind
I know she's far away
We dance through the night
To the rhythms of my mind
She's perfectly in time
She's got a flower in her hair
And a look in her eye
a beacon in the night
She's giving me peace now
And she's causing me grief now
My hopes and fears collide
I'm getting carried away in the moment
I gotta wait till the time is right
I gotta watch her walk away
Watch her go now, watch her flyyyyyy
She's got a flower in her hair
And a look in her eye
a beacon in the night
Draw the line
cut the tie
make the choice, tonight
lay me down
give me rest from this
trying, to fight
How can you know
If it's worth a go?
And how do you let it fade
Who's to blame,
When the feelings aren't the same?
The scales are surely off balance/tipped
I tried to keep
The sun from going down
Think it through
Check the boxes
Don't the numbers work out?
Fool me once
Fool me again,
You're a riddle I can't solve
I've thought it through
Made my choice
But thinking wouldn't make this work
Try all I can
I'm just a man,
And me is all I can do.
So I'm done convincing you
To keep the sun from going down
Someday, I won't have to prove myself
Someday I won't have to fear
No more forcing, no more remorsing
And She will be glad I'm around
But for now, I have found
I can't keep the setting sun from going down
Is it something in the distance
Is it just outside your reach
Is it something that you've heard of, or
Is it something you believe
I've heard it's nothing less than perfect
Yet it causes so much pain
I've heard it changes you forever
But I still feel the same
Love please be true
I'm sick of playing games i only want to know you
Oh love please be mine
Prove to me that you are worth a lifetime
Oooooooo —— oooh
Have you seen it in the roses
Have you seen it in the park
Have you watched it in the movies
While you wondered in the dark
Is there something that we're missing
A piece to make the puzzle whole
We've been raised with this illusion
To where the false is all we know
It's counter to the world
It's better than the lies that I believed before
It's nothing I deserve, but everything I need
Love, love is true
I've seen it in my father, he's poured it out like water on my soul
Live is mine, given as a gift, to last a lifetime
What's Paris alone?
Just a city with walls of stone.
What's waiting in Rome?
I don't know
Without someone I love with me
I don't know if I want anything
Without someone who knows me truly,
I don't want to be alone
Lost the will to dream
Days are colder than they used to be
What's the point of starting something
If you're starting it alone
Without someone I love with me
I don't know if I want anything
Without someone who knows me truly
I don't want to be alone
Without you without you here...
Take a step with me
we can do this you will see
Let's see the world
You and I
Without someone I love with me
I don't know if I want anythin
Without someone who know's me truly,
I don't want to be alone.
I go down to the water
and look at my reflection
The current is shifting
Like the thoughts in my mind
I’m not afraid to start dreaming
of where the water might take me
The ripples start forming
and I blend into the sky
I can't handle the water
This force that moves me on
I'm helplessly drifting
Waiting for the calm
Try to swim against the water
and it starts to overtake me
There's nothing I can do now
But follow it down
Cause I am out of control
I'm holding on to nothing
And giving you everything
I will loosen this hold
Cause when I let go
That's when you take me
The past has gotten me here
Through a maze of choices
After all,Here I am
The future is out of my hands
But I see it in the distance
But I'm no longer afraid of the waves
Pressing on into the waves.
Cause I am out of control
I'm holding on to nothing
And giving you everything
I will loosen this hold
Cause when I let go
That's when you take me down the river
Take me on a journey
Hold me through the night
Lead me into everlasting
Guide me to the light